作词: Denton Oliver

作曲: Denton Oliver

Yeah

You ever feel like you don't say enough

while also saying too much

Overthink so long 'bout

what people gon' probably judge

Too many signs misread from ones

I thought I loved

Guess the closest to your heart

can deal you the worst cuts

Lately petrified from these lessons

I shoulda known

Start to question my existence

the other thing's that I don't

It's why I'm closed off

unread messages on my phone

And the words I wish

I said all stuck inside of my throat

Tryna let it out they told me

Breathe trust me you fine

While my heart rate increased

anxiety filled my mind

I can barely go a day

without fearing my own decline

So I pace around my room alone writing these lines

I'm defeated often

oh the irony of persistence

And pursue the happiness

I confused the purpose of living

It's a blue sky outside

but I ain't close to finished

I obsess over this fear

letting down future children

I'm a menace

I'm an outcast tending with all this pain

I'm as lonely as a spell

that's cast away in the rain

Built a castle on a hill

that crumbled from all this change

Tryna put it back together is different

but still the same

Am I making sense

What if I'm not even making sense

What if I dropped a song

and no one relates to me in the end

I know it all depends

I feel my heart beat through this pen

I think it's heaven-sent

I don't just fake weak for a trend

this is all I got

My side is beautiful

this is all I got

My side is beautiful I know

My side is beautiful

My side is beautiful

Yeah

Every piece of me inside this music

Somedays scared I won't get it back

Often think about the factory job that I started at

Would I be happier never checking on my social stats

Got so blinded by a dream

and the things that I coulda had

Soley guided by emotion

stranded out in the open

Waves crashing overboard

as my spirit was barely coping

Trouble holding on

except to this cigarette that I'm smoking

This ain't what I planned

not even close to what I was hoping

But there's beauty in the struggle

something I'd come to find

God tests His strongest soldiers to keep 'em present in mind

And in mine would you stay

Never leave from my side

'Cause in Christ you strengthen me

I'm so powerful I could fly

But I stumble often

I'm not as perfect as I seem

All this anger in my chest

I keep hidden behind the scenes

Along a journey and my growth

I'm only a human being

More Than Music is precisely

what all of these lyrics mean

It means I'm incomplete broken often misunderstood

On this lonely road we walk

never gave up when others would

Found in a lost place

done everything that I should

Just 'cause there's darkness in my past

it doesn't mean I'm not good

I swear I'm trying

My side is beautiful

I swear I'm trying

My side is beautiful I know

My side is beautiful

My side is beautiful I know

My side is beautiful

My side is beautiful I know

My side is beautiful

My side is beautiful I know

My side is beautiful I know

Yeah