Even When I Lose I'm Winning - Ilia Darlin

Heard you said I lost it

Weren't you deceived

It's not so complicated

It's not so hard to see

Under the hair and make up

There is a private heart

I know the sound of the rhythm

Dancing in the dark

As I'm laying here on the ground

Even when I lose I'm winning

Call out all the saints for sinning

The end is really the beginning

Even when I lose

Even when I lose

Old habits die hard

New lovers die harder

I'm not looking for a son

And I'm not looking for a father

As I'm laying here on the ground

Even when I lose I'm winning

Call out all the saints for sinning

The end is really the beginning

Even when I lose

Even when I lose

Even when I lose I'm winning

My love is not afraid of living

I'll never be above forgiving

Even when I lose

Even when I lose

You don't know love

If you don't know loss

It's a broken bridge

Everyone has to cross

Won't spend my life

In the fear of it all

So i'll let the tears fall

So I won't fall

Even when I lose I'm winning

Call out all the saints for sinning

The end is really the beginning

Even when I lose

Even when I lose

Even when I lose I'm winning

My love is not afraid of living

I'll never be above forgiving

Even when I lose

Even when I lose

I'm winning

I'm winning

I'm winning